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adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
10:48 PM
Sunday, August 31
yepz.. its almost time again... one more mth to raya... and i dun feel like celebrating tis year.. one thing out of my mind is my clothes... sis had decided to choose fer me.. and its blue again... i made alot of noise to mom fer mth about having white or red... and not blue coz every year i will have at least one blue.. and yet this year, another blue one.. haix.. have to make do with it.. since its my main fer this year... hopefully dear and i will go shopping for raya this year... but wont hope fer to much.. due to alot of financial constrain... and dear juz got his new job... and alot of fines to pay.. esp fer his bike.. lets see... we need to get XXX for the hdb fines... XX for the traffic police fine.. XXX for the installment... XXX for the bill... another XXX for that thing that kick us out of the job.. thats y im so stressed out.. at some point of time, i feel like loan ing money from ah long.. hahahx.. dead serious... but two factors that stop me.... one, i dunno where to get one... and two, they need two ic (diffrent address) and above 21.. so modern oredie.. hahax.. and if we were to take one.. then will we be able to pay it back on time??
i noe, some of u may joke, like me selling my self.. ferstly im not that cheap to do so.. and secondly, i got face.... and ego too.. so i will not do it... NEVER!! haix... okie2... problems one side...
todae... i became dear victim.. yepz.. and i asked fer it.. ahahax. well... i wanted him to make up fer me.. so finally he decided to do so.. and he did the make up.. and i cant peek to the mirror.. and everytime i do so.. i got punch at my legs... hurts!!! and the wae he make up and mine is so diff... and his is nice too... lucklie... and i did the final touches and im readie to go... hahax.. while he make up fer me, i flashed back... frm the ferst dae i noe him until todae... frm those happy daes.. those angry days.. those sad daes... fight daes... shy daes... nonsense daes... we had fun together.. and we were alwaes there to hold each other's hand and pull along to our side... to run together... and support each other... frm daes where we dun have private transportation.. where we will take a cab to town on our off daes and frm town, we will walk all the wae to bugis, to clark quay..to china town.. then to velocity... and take a cab back to his house wif shopping stuff to eat... and the cab will only cost us under $6... and he will trick me to taking another cab home wif new bought stuff.. and pamper me... and when we had a bike, we will go to riverside point almost every friday and sat to see gfk(go fly kite).. which was beautiful!! tho now all that wont be happening fer quite sometime, im still happy... we are juz facing another huge obstacle and once we are free from that.. we will have another enjoyable life together again...
hmmm... tmr will be the ferst dae of ramadan... yepz... fasting mth is here.. and i got no mood... but, i will fast... of coz... will try not to miss it... and after all the horrors i get this year.. i will decided to repent.. yepz.. dun laugh at me.. i want to learn back everything that i shud... and start moving to the proper direction.. and insha'allah... HE will guide me along... and im doing it willingly... i got enuf of crap.. and im old enuf to noe wads right and wads wrong... and i got my own brain to think... so i decided to start standing up... and walk instead of lazying ard and crawl...
to those taggers... hmm.. i will decide to ignore that person who commented on my tits.. it my tits.. not yours... so too bad pervert...!! and the other one... thanx... tho this blg seems to be dead... but still thanx...
okie gtg.. on the line wif him...
