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adeQ. and totally heads and heels over
Reduwan.
adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
11:02 PM
Saturday, May 24
im glad i found out the truth laa... i didnt go tru wad i planed to do.. hahax.. he actuallie realise me being so akward towards him and so he ask me y.. i was like lost fer a moment.. since he was in a good mood to tok.. and he was the one who ask me to sae it out.. so yaa.. i told him laa.. i told him bout how unhappy i was with the bitch pic in his hp.. and the wae he had been behaving laa... so fer a moment i tot he was going to get pissed off or something.. but he didnt laa... he act xplain to me how the pic got in and bla3... well.. it started with the bitch wanting to see his hp coz they all like jakon like tat.. so he pass it to her.. then she bluetooth her pic in and give a reason that her other phone got no bluetooth.. which i dun understand y she did it laa.. his hp dun have infra-red anw... but whatever it is.. its the gerl being bitchy laa.. and so he like fuck care with her.. and she put the pics in the folders for i dunno wad reason she have.. and when he got back his hp, he went tru his images and didnt see her pic... so he tot its not inside laa... bla3... and he dun bother to explore.. he he went back to werk.. ect...then reach hm then he explore the phone.. and saw the pic.. but cant be bothered to move or delete the pic.. and totally forgot bout it... so it sounds like the bitch is purposely finding fault wif me laa.. something like she wants me to fight wif him... so wadever it is... he told me he was sorry fer all that laa.. i was like ouh okie.. somehow not totally convince.. hehehe... but i dun care laa.. i meant if he saes its that wae.. then okie fine laa.. i got no mood to make that bitch trouble my mind every sec of my day.. i got other thing to think about laa... and if i were to find out he is liying or wadever that is related to that action.. then he is done fer it laa.. im going to make him suffer.. well.. haven think of how to make him suffer.. but i will laa.... and since that bitch is not werking todae.. so i wont noe it fer sure...alaaaaaaaaa.. fuck care laa.. i got no mood to think bout it.. i dun wanna think bout it.. it juz make me feel so fucked up.. i hope he is telling me the truth... i really hope so... i prayed every nite to god.. that if something were going on between them then i leave it to HIM on wad to do wif them laa... i prayed that it is not as wad i tot it is.. i prayed that he didnt do it to me.. i prayed that i am his one and only.. i also prayed that i will be happy wif him in future and not be like this... i had been praying alot.. i let HIM decide.. i let HIM to write the story.. i only pray and hope fer the best for my relationsip with him.. and i noe i dun want to let him go.. sometimes i juz feel like giving up on him.. but there is this urge that force me to move forward.. HE gave me strength to continue... and i hope he will keep on supporting me..
well.. my eyes are heavy.. i didnt get any sleep... yet i didnt regret it..(okie fine a lil bit of regret) but it was worth it.. =D
okei.. my eyes cant stand it.. it needs some rest... after all that... and i hope i will got to a nice dreamland......
