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adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
9:07 PM
Friday, July 6
yepz.. little kinky died otw home todae..
i expected it.. coz i 4got to give him food this few daes...
hehehe
ooops..
anw.. sch was okie.. funny..
went fer gd.. and felicia was at my place...
so i took ira place coz she wudnt be there...
but the comp spoilt...
so i sat behind...
alone...
i did my own stuff..
duh.. gd was abt photoshop...
i noe the thing damn well(thanx to illa)
so i did shortcuts all.. got all the stuff done then played game..
bloged...
then went to DCN.. it was okie..
i was able to understand... and answer..
coz i happen to listen to lect yest while playing wif kinky(sob sob)
then went fer a quick smoke..
called him.. tot i want to meet him fer a while after cct..
but he is at tvc..
so far..
blab...
so after cct(which was fast)
i took 72 and off to houngang mall..
there was a small sale outside it..
so i went to take a look..
saw a princess set of pencil..
so i bought it fer nuryna..
after all, it cost 1 bucks..
plan to give it fer her 2nd bdae..
which is comming up soon..
i gg to get a set of clothes or toy or something to go along wif the princess pencils..
then i saw this black long shirt..
dress wadeva..
it was nice..
nicest of all that is there..
but didnt get it at ferst..
went in the mall..
went ard...
nothing much...
returned illa librarybook..
ate macD..
as per normal fer lunch at macD, i got myself student fillet meal..
ask him if i can get tat dress..
he hesitate but then he give me..
hehhe..
so i went out to smoke..
and walk ard..
its like at bdok..
only that the int was further and the "fairprice" building was the mall..
so i went to look at shops outside...
then got a lil lost..
coz i walk2 until houngang plaza...
okie..
i turn and follow the pathwae, which happen to be circular..
and i so stupid not to notice it..
then i look up, there it was..
houngang plaza.. -_-"
so i turn and manage to find my wae back to the mall..
bought the dress/shirt..
then off to library..
found a book bout online love...
hahax..
a funny story..
soon i got bored and went off..
went to take 72 back..
batt was running low..
shit..
took 72 to nyp back..
and in i went...
went to sit outside class..
and asyraf and abdullah was there..
playing checkers(they finaly decide to play checkers wen the game was abt to end..-_-")
well..
they wanted to play dam..
but got it all wrong so checkers it went..
and i, as per normal..
play the storie of a wedding at a church..
hahahax..
then the rest of the class come slowly..
then time up...
went in..
did oscilloscope..
i understood it..
yayness..
got to teach partner ira wen she come back..
class ended later then it suppose to..
walk slowly to yio chu kang int..
then off to meet darling!!
hehehhe..
darling was late...
extremely late...
but nvm..
fought wif him coz he tot i lied..
wtf??
wad abt u said u trust me..
urgh!!
i dun understand him..
one moment he sae this, and the nex he said tat..
wtf...
i like want to give up oredi..
i want freedom...
i want to have fun too!!
i want to meet my frens too..
u meet ur frenz once in a while..
i dun have ani frendz at sch...
and she is my darling bez fren, but i cannot meet her bcoz u wasnt there to meet her too..
wen u meet ur frenz i didnt go tat wae and wanted to meet them too...
anw, i was eger to meet darling...
long time never meet...
darling, i miss u soo much..
u chg..
well gd luck fer ur Os...
hehehe..
anw..
we sat at the void deck and chat and chat and chat..
laugh2...
then he called to check on me...
and mayb to tell me he is home..
but i noe he want to check on me too..
dun deny!!
i picked up and it went dead...
the hp died...
haix...
so darling told me to go hm, or u will go craizely mad at me...
so we parted...
came home, wash my feet and called mom...
then call him..
argue2...
it was too much so i put down the fone b4 i start yelling vulgarities...
and as per normal..
he will never call me back..
never ask me y i put down...
he will let me cry and wait fer his call..
but i will b the one calling him back...
but this time i wont..
yes... its my wae..
take it or leave it..
sorry but im stubborn...
i follow all the wae u want..
and u want more w/o thanking i chg fer him..
i dun think he even realize it..
i dun want to be stupid and let history happen again..
i tot u were diff frm nat..
but ur the same..
everything muz go ur wae or u'll sulk or give an attitude so i will give it up to go ur wae..
once in a while, im fine..
but until i cant meet my fren??
wtf..
then i mite as well dun have ani fren..
or better still, dun have a life!
i'll b ur puppet...
u juz do what u want and i will follow suit...
im sick and tired of being a puppet..
at home im mum's puppet..
cerfews..
not able to go aniwhere..
u ask me to do this, i do..
ask me to do that, i do..
tell u one small simple thing, it will be like in a police station..
qns after qns after qns..
and as if that id not enuf, u never trust me, coz wadever i sae is a lie...
wif u, i want this, cannot..
tat cannot..
go t.mart to buy food..
cannot.. if can got time limit..
like wad can i do..
go out fer so long, u sae i go meet guys laa..
flirt laa..
ect..
go out wif fam, oso make noise..
i go out eif my fam as if they cannot take care of me..
sae later anithing happen to me how..
sae u worried laa..
u loved me too much laa...
then what is my family for???!
ish...
they cannot take care of me??
then fer the past 17 years, 6 mth, 17 daes, haven they take care of me well enough??
same like mom...
then i told u this all, u sae i ungkit..
u sae u neva sae so..
never do so..
ah..
samer laa tu..
bosan..
where is my life??
ouh i see it..
they are in your hands...
u control it..
haix...
ish..
penat laa...
wadever laa..
u not calling rite??
so i wont call too..
i dun care...
i go sleep..
tired after a long dae..
haix...
if u feel like toking then call okie..
bye!!
