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she is the one and only
adeQ. and totally heads and heels over
Reduwan.
adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
3:08 PM
Tuesday, July 17
oops.. fell asleep yest... yet again so much fer five mins nap.. well... i woke up juz in time to wake him up at ard 5.. luckly i woke up.. didnt put alarm.. juz my luck.. then at 7 woke kit up... sleep until 10 wen he woke me up.. got dress... and off i go.. went mart to buy ciggie.. needed it since i got long sleep and still sleepy.. that is energy okie.. took 291 to afgan.. need to make key... lost my home key and using sis key.. so i made a colored one.. red in color.. hmm.. then off to sch.. suprisingly i was on time.. the buz was fast.. now im on PMP class.. hmm..
well.. let me cont wad i want to sae yest... where was i?? hmm.. ouh yes... fought wif him.. well.. he started to sleep.. i was like okie. since he dun understand the story, let him sleep laa.. but wen he woke up he blame me that i didnt story to him wad happen along the wae.. bloody hell.. he was sleeping wen i was toking to him and yet still can sae so... so i got pissed off and didnt want to tok to him... i felt like a fool.. being so patience wif him and this is the wae he treated me?? is it fair.. then he ignore me.. after the show we went off wifout toking.. he walk in front leaving me behind in tears.. he didnt even look at my face so of coz he will not noe i was crying laa.. i got the urge juz to walk off and take the public transport... but my stupidity was stronger then me.. so i followed all the wae.. sat on the bike and rode off behind him.. reach hm.. he still can sae,"nak balik, balik laa..." so he is suppose to me mad at me and i shud not feel anithing.. bloody hell.. so i yell at him.. i was darn pissed off.. fer those hu noe me well, u shud noe i will never yell unless i want that person to listen to me.. so i screaming and yelling at him.. i saw hadi, mimi ect under the blk.. but i didnt care coz i noe they will not care either.. then we went to 354 to tok.. i saw snapple prund glass bottle... i juz wanted to push it off the table.. and not to break it.. but i did broke.. so okie.. got a cut on my right hand coz i shove it wif that right hand.. but it didnt matter... played wif the broken glass... the laz time i played wif broken glass was wen bing broke off wif me.. i slam, throw try to break, step ect... well.. i hurt my left wrist, cut my right pointed finger and cut 2 left fingers.. but i didnt care.. i was so pissed off.. thru the wae he react to me, the wae he treated me, the wae he expect to do ect.. i gave up.. and i told him.. so he begged fer one laz chance.. and made a deal... the nex time he made me upset, cry ect i get the decision to do anithing.. so it like frm now on it my wae.. bla bla bla..
hey i got to go coz lab start oredy... continue the nex part in the nex post.. or the post after the nex one.. nvm.. refer to the comming post ~ cont. part 2... bye!!
