haix... at tom again.. hahhax... told mom i do project since thurs no sch.. haix... sian2.. i want to yell.. i dont want to go hm.. asl eh?? asl cam nie?? the year become bad and more bad.. i want to drink my brains out.. crap laa... makin lamer makin terok.. makin lamer makin sial.. asl eh? dun ask laa... im tired of smiling fer this fam.. im tired of making the fam look like one.. i want to lock myself in my room.. i dun feel like comming sch tml.. i dun feel like going werk.. i juz wan go back to the breeze.. where i can see calmness.. if onli its the same.. tak akan laa.. failed my quiz juz now.. going to fail my lab test nex week.. so manie things.. can i juz disappear until i find myself back.. i feel so shity.. if only she noe wad i go tru fer her.. she shud b grateful that i reach this stage.. but no.. she want more.. cannot get ask nekx to tok to me.. yaa.. we all go weak when she tok.. she got the werds all right.. but wad bout me?? all her.. wad am i.. her puppet.. cannot get go get help to get it.. this is not a show.. its reality..
he tok to me.. ppl all got limits.. wad bout mine?? when shud i give up?? stay strong... yes u will be there.. but u are not in the shoe.. still i face the hell.. yes he will be there.. but.. haix nvm... gtg..
be back soon.. i"ll come back wen i reach hm..