Saturday is suppose to be a happy day..
suppose to be a free day..
so i decided to stay at hm instead of going thomson..
but no!!!
staying at home is the same..
mom and dad not at hm..
yay but no!!
illa and kit fight..
everytime sti at hm muz fight!!
AND NOW EVEN BETTER!!
KIT LEFT!!
BES URH KAK!!!
THANX EH!!
ADE JEK!!
BOSAN URH!!!!!
MY FAMILY IS SPOILT!!
ROSAK!!!
SUME HARAP2 KAN AKO??!
BAGOZ GITU???
HUH??
BAGOZ??
MCM SIAL!!
pls laa..
im tired of seeing ppl fight!!
im tired of looking at this faminy and be so hopeless!!
and useless!!
bosan laaaa!!
mcm chibaiiiiii!!!
even if i sae aniting all like shit!!
tok to illa comferm she wont sae..
sape ako kan pade die nak bilang!!
dunia die pe??
well!!
fyi it affect me too!!!
where the good time??
where we all sit at hm tok2..
laugh2...
huh????
where??
fuck laa!!
tok to mom,she will ask me to ignore...
comferm...
now tat kit not at hm...
happy laa tu!
cb!!
i wan peace...
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to yell!!
no one will understand me...
great xam cumming!!...
i got no mood...
fail laa...
IT RUNS IN THE BLOOD RIGHT???
shit!!
i wanna prove but how??
can i run away??
can i dun stay at hm??
i wanna sit somewhere there is no fight!!
until i noe why all this is bother me so much...
until i noe how to overcome then i wanna come home!!
want me to be a good kid...
wan me to be tis...
wan me to bring up the fam name...
then wad bout my wan??
my wan is so simple..
freedom..
tats all...
but no...
FREEDOM WILL MAKE ME WILD!!
FREEDOM WILL SPOIL MY FUTURE!!
abey ako jek???
wad bout ur share??
yes...
i can be tat gd kid...
yes i can stop smoking...
but pls stop pressurizing me laa...
stop all ur nonsense..
all muz go ur wae...
haven u realise??
i have been cumming hm late...
even if im home early, i only sit in my room??
coz i dun to be bothered by all of u!!
shit!!
its a good thing i come home late...
rather then not comming home at all..
which one u want??!
if only u read this!!
fuck laa...
even if sch end, and im not hm, im alwaes at the same place...
eihter wif fuad at tom, or at werk call centre, or wif fuad outside...
mostly at tom or call centre...
haix..
mcm tak de arah tujuan eh???
mane2 oishi...
oishi pon mcm sial...
haix...
i chg...
i wanna stop smoking wif his support..
but like tis???
u think can??
haix...
if i were to close my eyes, and open it back will every thing chg????
stupid qn..
obviously no..
but sure now sis will lie low..
haix...
why am hurt about sis fighting wif kit???
it got nothing to do wif me wad...
y i got hurt wif mom fighting wif dad??
it didnt bother me wad...
donno laa..


















fuck them!!