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adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
1:51 PM
Saturday, December 23
hmm...
i donno..
yesterdae, everything was wrong wif me..
i went to werk at bookshop..
i took break in between...
walk around, smoke and watch the girls being nervous..
then back to werk..
soon it was almost 1..
i was given break fer lunch..
the peps cudnt buy fer me food coz they are not halal..
so went lunch wif aishah..
prata was not available..
so sausage bun and nuggets across his house..
then back to werk..
at ah-soh and antie are freaking bossy..
now i noe y he got frustrated wif me for being fickled minded..
well..
i did wad i need to do..
then rest inside..
sis told me tat the other girls werk there coz their bf werking there...
so the dun really intend to werk..
so werk frm them are not done..
hmm...
then went upstairs to store room and change behind the cupboard..
and watch the performance..
wif faris shouting "ncc sux!!"and"dun join ncc!!"
we were all laughing our heads off..
bla bla bla..
fought wif him and stomp in booth..
then aishah gave a sharp comment
so i burst...
ran up to forth floor and into open classroom..
he came shortly(actually quite long)
after 2 calls..
comfort me..
i lay on his lap and cry and cry..
wen i feel 1% better i walk to my fav toilet..
wash my face..
walk down the stairs wif him..
i didnt want to go aniwhere..
esp the booth..
so i went store..
went inside and lay down flat..
the peps inside look at me..
sabrina was changing..
and the two guys were paly game minding their own business after tat.
soon..
my not darling came with alot others..
and she came in..
i was smoking.
i was still pissed off..
and i juz shun her off..
a pillar juz drop at between us..
on our frendship line..
darn..
soon he came and we went off..
made him go up to take year book...
beng came and sooner later she came..
it was so akward..
i walk off wif the reason i need to go to library..
return and borrow books within 5 mins..
back to bbt..
coz she sae she still want the books after me asking him to ask her..
pass the book and walk off..
he called me..
him:u pat ne??
me:i kat traffic light.. if u wan then kejaar i.. i will be going home...
then i turn and saw my "hero" running..
he was running fer me..
in the rain..
he got wet and breatheless..
i was to touched..
anihuu..
skip the hero part..
to home overthe fone wif him..
i cried thinking tat i lost my best pal...
the one who was there wen i needed sumone..
i was so so so sad..
fuck..
mom woke up and keep on checking on me..
fuck her..
gtg..
continue weneva i can..
okie..
im back..
well..
where was i??
oh yes..
then i msg her my apologies..
since she didnt go back store room where i left a note on the board..
and we were okie..
i got flashback
i was born in 1990..
life happen as it was suppose to be..
bla bla bla..
i shifted house in 2000...
got a close fren..
then next sis got preggie..
my lyfe got restricted..
she got married..
nuryna was born..
she grew 1 yrs old..
i got in and out of relationship..
fell in love wif chinese guy..
broke up..
basterd a guy..
fell in again fer laz time wif him..
bla bla bla..
i dun feel like updating ar..
fuck!!!!!!
i love him.. bluek
