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when you are in love, the world will never matter to you..
until that love one left u dead on the ground..
so no matter what, find your stand and keep on going strong..
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iLOVEyou*
three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
adeQ. and totally heads and heels over
Reduwan.
adeQ is 18 in the year 2008. she is currently studying in nanyang poly.
4:16 AM
Saturday, October 28
hmm..
lets see..
shud start frm where i left..
well..
ferst dae of raya was as per normal..
i ended up tired and loaded..
nex dae..
went of dad side..
darn..
boring..
the third dae..
i decided to tell mom i got sch..
woke up early and woke him up..
we ate breakfast as how he wanted last time..
we hitch a ride all the way to woodlands..
causeway point..
i was lost in there..
watch death note..
hahaha..
dear.. i made it thru..
lalalal..
aniwae..
had to go home then..
so yest shahida called me..
ask to go raya wif them.
i took it ferst..
but then declined it..
due to some stuff laa eh..
so i met dear in raye clothes..
changes i met beng..
we ate and reunite wif the rest, hilmi, faris and mamu..
and off to grand link..
to play pool..
thanx to beng fer paying most of the game..
as soon as the game end bella called me..
ask me to play pool wif her..
since the rest going hm leaving me and him..
i accept it..
so off to t.mart..
to meet her..
she was late..
bought ciggie and sat sown thinking of where to go..
we took half an hour to decide..
fickle minded...
i gez it runs in the blood..
but finilly we went to esplanade..
missed the sunset..
so stop at bugis..
window shop..
and to esplanade
on foot..
wen we reached there..
i was amazed..
b e a u ti ful!!!
hehehe..
neva been there laa..
it was lovely..
the three of us..
fabulous view..
wow..
but had to go home..
babysitting nuryna..
tok to him..
wanted to smoke..
but i gez i was too clumsy..
nuryna woke up..
layan her..
put her to sleep..
we took 1 damn long hour to do so..
finally i can tok to him again..
but i was too tired..
i fell asleep...
sori fer keeping u waiting dear...
woke up by abrupt and irritating way..
so i was pissed off..
smoked..
and here i am..
my turn to wait..
i gez he was tired..
but doednt want me to be upset..
so he said he cud call if he want..
but i said..
if he is tired he may juz go to sleep laa..
thinking he wud reply to that..
but the hp didnt vibrate..
it didnt sing..
silence..
...
..
.
..
...
noting..
zero..
zlitch..
haix..
nvm..
i understand..
it was my fault..
i shudn had force u..
nither shud i go against u..
it was me..
me again..
i trust u..
hopfully tis trust will not be lost..
it came rushing into me..
it was all blur..
i dun get it..
something amiss..
i donno laa..
tis shall lie on tis trust..
i trust u..
still waiting..
still waiting..
ouh well..
nvm..
ur asleep...
i gave u my all..
