9:12 AM
Tuesday, March 10
haix.. in sch oredi.. second day.. but lucky for today, my supervisor came.. well.. my partner call him but he never pick up his office fone.. but we went to his office to look for him and his there.. he actually forgot bout us.. then he pretend the he was joking.. haix.. but he will come here to give us the project detail.. but for now we are suppose to rot.. haix.. im bored...
see toh talk like some lullaby.. damn sleepy.. but we finally got something to do.. that is to learn our new software.. god damn boring laa seh.. dear is on strike again at werk.. but now its the company's fault.. coz they didnt get their pay that was promised.. haix.. boring laa.. and i think i got migraine..
well... gtg.. need to do some learning.. which actually took only 1hr.. but we will spread it for the whole day.. until six.. that sux big time..
sch hours now sux too.... its 8.30 every morning.. and from mon to thurs, it will be till 6 and fri will be till 5.30.. urgh!! i hate morning lesson... i juz cant wake up early...damn it... bye urh!!
ouh mr kinky.. we are seperated for so long.. and the longer tat was the more i think of u.. and i miss you so much.. im so sorry to cause you such trouble.. and i shall not disturb u... and if you were to pass by this blog and read this part... i will juz want to say thanx and sorry... u shud noe wad i mean...
11:56 PM
Saturday, February 14
fourteen February two thousand and nine..
been such a long time since i visited here.. suppose to study for Monday's paper.. but.. opening the book make me feel sick.. so i decided to hop ard.. and i finally realize that i had been strike off frm your life.. like as if i never exist... well.. i am to be blamed tho.. for spoiling your life in such way.. well.. i had to move on.. tho i still can remember those time.. tho u run thru my mind.. haix..
well.. me and dear seems to be well off these daes.. tho i do feel like killing him.. so that when he is dead i can start flirting again.. well... been so long since i flirt.. and i cant flirt anymore.. even when dear guided me to flirt.. i juz cant do it.. and i noe its not because of him.. i juz got a lil rusty..
you noe wad i want.. i want to run in the garden free... where i have no responsiblities... i have no comitment... i will have no worries.. i can be me.. im sick of this.. i am so tired.. i want to run and run and run.. until my leg cant carry me anymore.. until i reach that dead end.. where my energy runs out.. i dun want to do this anymore.. i dun want to do things you ask me to do.. i want to say to you this.. WADEVER!!
its v day.. and i went out wif dear.. well.. it wasnt anything special.. i woke up uberly late.. thus that baka wad a lil monsterish.. wif the pain ear.. hex.. but he had been good.. he didnt kick up a big fuss which i expected him to.. this year hasnt been good anyway.. my nineteen wasnt celebrated.. so i didnt expect the year will be special.. actually, it sux.. you noe y?? because you cant forget me can you??!! great..u asked your fren to msg me now.. it used to be your gal.. and now your fren.. cant you get the message?? i hate you and i want you out of my life!! everytime i see your name, it makes me sick.. let alone toking bout you.. you not only spoil my day.. you spoil my year.. when will you grow up?? huh?? when?? you are an iritating arse that need to be sliced open.. tied.. stuffed with alcohol and sealed with concrete.. and throw you in the pigsty and burn you with their shyte.. that will make you urusai rite? hope you will live wonderfully wif all the oni..
you noe wad? i want to go to bed now... i may not be happy.. but im better of than you...
12:18 AM
Sunday, January 4
had an enormous fight wif that stupid matrep(dear)!! so that ends up wif tons of blue black and bruises... and swollen lips... hopefully it will look fine tmr morning... hmm..
well, as u can see my title is my birthday wish list... so here it is..
1. 200 dollars so i can get that superb hair straightener at vivo
2. a new bag
3. a new set of clothes
4. a bike can??
5. a new fone
6. an external hard disk
7. a new lappy
8.
1:45 AM
Wednesday, December 24
i know!! its been a long time since i updated... its not that i dun want to.. its juz that im lazie.. well.. its almost 2 and i have to get to bed soon coz i got an early morning tmr.. im having a bad cough and dripping nose.. ahahha.
anw... lappy had been super good... well.. mayb its bcoz i made unc reformat lappy during hari raya haji.. hehe.. i really cant tahan laa tat time.. now i have to download all the software back!!! darn it.. but now i have all the hidden games.. thanx to unc and i was stuck playing it for more than one week!!
and thanx to jess, im now stuck to facebook's pet society... crap it.. and thanx to me, i made sis stuck to it.. and i think thanx to sis, now wawa is in it too.. ahahahha.. ouh yaa.. thanx to me to that bella is in this society too... ahahahahaha... made her try then she now have her own pet..
anw... fer these days.. mom had been super naggy.. and sis is still not home yet.. so im the one who had to listen to her grumble and yell and nag.. and had to entertain a daughter that didnt come out from me.. wonder where had that gerl been?? haix.. aku lagi yang kena....
well... been out lately accompanying dear to get a job.. wif the economy and all... it is tougher than ever...we were out since laz weds... well.. we went to china town to get some stuff... and we cant get tru fahmi fone.. which is equal to edy paitau... we had walk a whole circle(yes!! we circle the whole place) chinatown and walk down to central c..... then we decided to give fahmi a suprise visit at his werk place.. ad we walk down to mustafa center.. yeps.. walk tru town.. then bugis.. then serangoon road.. and finally the destination.. without breakfast i was already grumbling to dear being hungry.. and tired.. but we search the whole mustafa for that damn guy.. not found.. we asked one of the guard(which is fahmi "job") and that arse sae, level 4 upstairs.. so we went up to find no guard at all!! so down we went to the main checkpt for the guards.. ask the main man, who luckly understand our language.. and he said there is no malay boy werking with them.. only an old timer at night shift.. so he suggested to look at serangoon plaza...but sadly, not found.. so we walk ard that mustafa again to double check.. and drop down at the nearest coffee shop to rest our feet and get a drink.. i really dun like those ppl food so i decided to get a fast drink so we can leave the place to get a decent food.. but somehow, dear manage to persuade me to have our brunch there.. had braini... suprisingly nice... meat was superb!! but ex like hell laaa!!! anw... after that we took the buz home.. too tired.. even plan to go fer the next interview was pospone...
nex dae... i made an appointment with rite's pizza fer his interview... which is at bukit merah.. thinking that it was at their central, we took buz there.. from one int to another.. suck!!! and with dear's illness of easily bus sick, i stuck perfect ten and laugh to my self fer more than one hour while munching some potato chips (trying not to distrub dear who is concentrating on his songs and trying not to get too sick!!) well.. upon reaching... i called and realise its not at the central there.. its at jalan bukit merah, blk 133(i still remember the damn blk).. well.. the central was center of the whole jalan.. and ended up in blk 55!! 133 and 55 is super far cry!!.. so we had to u-turn, walk tru the central then down the road.. the walk felt like half an hour.. maybe it did took half an hour!! coz the blk were not properly organised at all.. well.. half way walking, we sae 128.. so we shud be near.. but nooooo.... we had to walk such a long distance(its like twice the distance of blk a to blk n back to blk a in nanyang) wen we finally found the place, which there is no direct buz at all!!.. i sat down out side while he interview laa.. but the job was like crap.. remind me of oishi!! well, rider = kitchen... and paid only 4buck and hour... wif 50cent per docket... well.. company bike... rxz... so dear was considering.. if he take the job, he have to come down on sun evening.. which means he miss his soccer... so he took the soccer and let go of that job.. damn him!! but bagoz jugak!! sapa nak kasi die duet tambang!! so we walk the super long dist back to central, and thinking of going to sungai rd, we took the same buz back, but half wae it was raining that we had to chg plan and go hm.. we were so tired, that i didnt care bout food, and instd, i hit the bed and off to lala land str away..
sat, had mac fer brunch.. promised by dear.. and edy transfered only 100 instd of what he promise of 400!! and now he is on the run.. if he is reading this, i will have to sae, thanx eh edy!! kerana kau laa hidup merana... tapi takpe.. u juz messed with the wrg person.. not me, its wan.. well... run as far as u can.. dun worry, we wont be on your heels.. instd, it will be men in blue uniform on your heels... promised to pay us on 15 but paitau, then promised on 20.. but u paid a quarter... and u cut all the communication line btween.. nvm... juz to inform you arse, wan had already filed a police report.. and you will be paying for the damage you done.. and the claim.. and to give u a rough gauge of amt, it is 2000buck.. be prepared ok.... we want to help out kau tak nak kan.. skg, kau tanggung laa sendiri.. eh.. out of the 2000, we ask only 400 tau.. the rest kita yang bayar.. padahal, ni case, kau yang salah.. patut kau bayar.. hmmm.. since, u want to play this game, takpe.. ingat, ini makan dalam punya... takde main2....
well... for those readers reading, yepz, im super pissed off at him.. so dear is 100 times more pissed of at him.. i dun understand.. y muz he do this?? best kaan?? think we are stupid??
anw, on sun, his mom, brought us out to watch kuda kepang and barongan... it was her friend's daughter getting married... and they had cempaka puteh insted of dj and karaoking.. super unique and super nice.. we reached there at 12 and soon it started.. with the barongan ferst.. dun get it at ferst, but wth.. so next was my fav.. kuda kepang.. the girls went wild on their horses... and woow... suprise2 what these things want and can do... his mom helped out wif the rewang or wad, while me and dear stood at one coner smoking our lungs out watching them perform.. there were dances.. and escort... yaa.. so juz b4 we left, the guyz get their turn to get wild on their horses... yeps.. they were much more scarier.. and faster.. and there is one which is super naughty that it kept on disturbing ppl.. hahaha... but sad ly he is the cute one.. even dear sae it himself.. well.. i met dear's actual dad.. he looks ummmm normal?? hmmm..he look like beriman type of person.. and he went well wif dear... and his new wife, well, dun really favour her.. oooppps... anw, as soon as the guyz done getting wild, we left the place.. coz his mom have another place to go.. his sis(nana) bf(rafi)'s sister was getting married.. and she was invited.... me and dear didnt go, penat sgt siak... so we went hm, and left her alone to go there.. not to worry, she will meet nana there.. wateva.. i was super tired, so sleep and only woke up when i heard the soccer frm tv started... then we had our brunch plus dinner.. by the time, his mom had prepared our meal nicely..
damn.. look at the time, gtg.. try to update soon...
hey kinky, i miss you seh..
8:56 AM
Thursday, October 16
well.. its already 9.. and im still at home.. suppose to reach sch at 9.. but woke up late.. daa lambat, lambat kaan skali urh.. so i donno shud i go now and sit for the lecture class or go for the class after lunch... haiyaa... i juz feel like putting my head down and sleep jek.. hehehx... donno laa... now waiting fer either one of my classmate to log in to msn and ask how was the attendance.. if good then sleeping time.. if no good then come down now...
i miss my honey..
